Friends come and go.

OH THE MELANCHOLY OF LIFE.

Yes, it has happened again. Ditched by another boy. This one doesn't really count though, because I didn't really "go" after him. I'd learned my lesson lol. He tried me on for size and then apparently moved on to someone else. A strawberry blonde flirty peppy someone who has a lame sense of humor and doesn't want to make new friends. *Shakefist* She's in my institute class, and she ignores a lot of people there.
Actually, she reminds me alot of a certain HUGE family back in the Puyallup stake.

But I'm just spouting bitterness now.

And then a.. well. Used-to-be close friend is a close friend no longer. It's been over a year since we've really been able to connect. From her behavior it's as if she hates me now (when I've done nothing) so I'm just letting go. Why be around people who just want to abuse you and bring you down with them?

You know what though? I feel good. I love my family. I have other friends and aquaintances, and I'm having fun. Life moves on, and you meet new people. I think I'm also learning how to deal with this stuff. It doesn't hit me nearly as hard as it used to. When I found out about that guy, I was mad for about fifteen minutes and then I didn't really care anymore. The big test is to see them together, but whatever. It will probably sting.. but I'll be okay-dokay.